I don't own any of the fifty shade trilogy. These are just my musings for fun and not profit.
Chapter 10.
Christian pov
" You don't still have that life style do you?" Elliot asked. He was still shaken with my revelations I think. He was staring at me with wide eyed incredulity. He took a long drink of water but I think he would have liked another Bourbon but Taylor had discretely taken the bottle away. Good job too we had drunk enough on this flight. Time to sober up before we land and go to our respective homes. Neither of us needing to home intoxicated again. Our wives could get pretty sarky at Elliot and I getting drunk in each others company,again. We seem to have done that a lot recently.
"No Elliot I don't need that shit anymore now that I have Ana"
"How did that come about?" He asked.
I had a little think about that. To me, megalomaniac control freak, my life had been ordered controlled and devoid of any emotion I was my own island state where nothing could touch me.
Now with hindsight, I knew why, if I didn't let people into my life they couldn't abandon me. All, or most of my 50shades, had stemmed from my early childhood. Exacerbated in my teens by Elena Lincoln. She had drummed,(beaten more like) it into me "Love is for fools a wasted emotion that makes you loose control."
"I think the change came about the moment Ana fell into my office, and mean fell, she tripped as she came through the door and fell on her knees. Normally, such clumsiness pissed me off, big time, and this was no exception. I was already hacked off as the morning hadn't gone well. Claude had kicked me on the floor several times during our kick boxing session. The shipyard unions wouldn't agree to anything. And, now instead of Katherine Kavanaugh coming to interview me as planned there was this other student from WSU here!.
But as I helped her up she looked at me with the bluest eyes I'd ever seen, and I felt she could see right into my soul.
As the interview progressed, I found myself fantisizing, various scenes in the playroom, there in the office. She was very nervous, kept blushing, tucking a wayward strand of hair behind her ear, and the fucking lip biting was turning me on something terrible. Then, she asked me if I was gay, I could have spanked and fucked her there and then over my desk. It was a good thing Andrea, came in at that point to tell me my next appointment was due or who knows what would have happened."
"Love at first sight? " Elliot asked.
Taylor brought coffee and sandwiches to speed up the sobering process. I have no qualms about Taylor hearing all my past shit. As my personal protection operative he has live through all of my beginnings with Ana. He is the soul of discretion.
" I suppose so but I didn't know it at the time. I'd never been in love before."
" Not even teenage crushes?" Elliot shook his head. He has been in and out of love so many times before he meet Kate it would make your head spin.
" Aw come on bro, you know what it was like for me as a teenager, and then Elena, who didn't believe in that nonsense. So no I'd never been there."
"So when did you realise that you loved Ana?"
" It took me a while. At first I got it in my mind that perhaps Ana would be my next submissive. She seemed to have that disposition, quiet, shy, compliant." I laughed and Elliot grinned we both know that Ana is noway a submissive not by any stretch of the imagination.
"But even while I was considering how I would train her to my way, I found myself breaking my own rules.
She was an innocent, I don't think she knew anything about the life style I was considering for her.
I flew down to Portland to see her again at the place where she worked the weekend after the interview because I could not get her out of my mind. I've never pursued my subs in that way, ever."
Well, the visit to Clayton's only stirred things up and I found myself agreeing to do a photo shoot for the student newspaper, for Kate to complete her article, as I then could see her again the following day. I hate photo shoots! I gave her my card with my cell number on it, something I never did for a sub.
Ana rang me that evening and I agreed to see them the following day at The Heathman.
Taylor must have thought I'd gone crazy when I rang to tell him to drive down to Portland and bring me some clothes and my laptop, so I could work from the hotel.
Anyhow, the following morning we did the photo shoot. I watched her the whole time, she was taking my breath away. I meet Kate, and their friend Jose Rodriguez, who I could tell had the hots for Ana, Iwanted to beat the crap out of him for looking at her the way he did. Jealousy was an emotion I didn't know I could have. But no way was he going to have Ana, he had no chance I would make sure of that. She was mine.
When the shoot was finished, I asked Ana out for a coffee, and to my amazement, she agreed.